Hiatus for Common Test

Yes, the Common Test finally starts today for everyone and here’s wishing all of you good luck for all the papers. I’m still dead from not knowing what’s going on with audit so I’m pretty screwed. Which is why I have to mug right now. So, till my papers are over (2nd June), I won’t be blogging.

With that, till then people.

XOXO.
Syahid

Leave The Pieces.

You’re not sure that you love me
But you’re not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain’t fair you know
To just keep me hangin’ ’round

You say you don’t wanna hurt me
Don’t wanna to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown

[Chorus]
And it’s alright, yeah I’ll be fine
Don’t worry ’bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There’s nothing you can do or say
You’re gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with
And just let me move on

Don’t concern yourself
With this mess you’ve left for me
I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you’re gone

[Chorus]

You not making up your mind
Is killing me and wasting time
I need so much more than that
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]

Leave the pieces when you go
Oh yeah
Leave the pieces when you go
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Leave the pieces when you go

Just so you know, this reminded me of YOU a while ago. It’s been a year and I’m not even sure if I’ve moved on. Perhaps I did. Maybe not. I really have no clue. It’s been weird not having you here sometimes. I guess, I did learn something back then.

Have YOU ever?

I guess you probably never. With me, that is.

“Have You Ever”

Sometimes it’s wrong to walk away, though you think it’s over
Knowing there’s so much more to say
Suddenly the moment’s gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I’m sorry
Can’t you see, that’s the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can’t help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I’ve finally realised it was forever that I’ve found
I’d give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I’m sorry
Can’t you see, that’s the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can’t you see
Even though the moment’s gone, I’m still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I’m sorry (I’m sorry)
Can’t you see, (ohhh) that’s the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

RFA is <3. NOT.

This week has been hectic so far. I’m so dead tired. Waking up early to head for school and like mug as well as do projects. But it’s all good though. In the company of friends, is indeed a good feeling. Thank you Charles and Charlyn for entertaining my nonsense throughout the day. Well, I’m sure mugging session would have been bored without me right? RIIIIGHHHHTTT? HAHA.

Anyhow, PFS is such a killer. All those notes and all those different classifications. Even Charles was like sighing away albeit the fact that his papers were like A-able. Yes. I think so too. But somehow it’s draining me out. And there’s still like three chapters to learn before PFS. I really hope it works out in the end. I have to like wrap up my revision for RFA by tomorrow. Thursday till Sunday is dedicated to Auditing. That is one module that I’m pretty screwed up thus far. I have no inkling what it is asking for.

Nothing much to update for today actually. Tomorrow there’s the telephone etiquette assessment, bcomm long report finalisation, meeting for Saturday’s graduation dinner and finally, RFA closure.

I’m kinda dead beat now so I will probably update again tomorrow.

Toodles.

XOXO

Never mind. I know you love anyways.

PS: It’s been a few days. No more late night chats. MEH.

You make me pretty unsure.

HELLO FAITHFUL READERS!

Meh. That was a very boring start to this entry. And probably this entry is going to be so damn boring. WHAAAAAT? Why like everything so boring? I really dunno. Somehow, I feel like there’s something missing from my life right now. It’s been a few days and maybe weeks to come? I have no idea what I’m talking about either so yeah. Probably I’m just listless but I won’t tell you why. Not here of course.

Anyhow, as usual, I slept late yesterday. Was talking to a few people online. Poor Charles had to finish up his French presentation till late hours of the night. Well, at least I was there to motivate you right? LOL.

Woke up at 11 today and quickly rushed to school. Was supposed to meet them at 12 and none of them called me. ONLY CHARLYN DID. AT 10:30. After which, I slept again for half an hour. Appears that Charles had farewell French bitch lunch at Megabites while Sue and Sharul were still having class. Charlyn was in the company of Mei Qi Mama. Reached school around 12:30 and was freaking hungry. So, waited for Sue and Sharul before heading to Muslim stall to pack our lunch. I got like huge servings at very low price! HAHA. Cause the auntie said I was her god son. WOOOT. I like.

Anyhow, project for BCOMM was alright. Didn’t do much. Cause we were all playing games. Sue was emoing. LOL. Cause I scolded her for not studying. TSK TSK. But anyhow, we are halfway done so it was alright. Then at 5, headed for NAQ dry run. SO PAISEH can? I didn’t know most of the questions. AND there was all my tutors there. All shaking their heads. COSTING, a module I got AD for, I was stumped. I’m like so dead.

So, after that, met Charlyn and did some RFA before heading home. SO tired.

I guess my post doesn’t make sense so I’m just gonna stop here. Till then.

XOXO,
Syahid

I’m still waiting by my MSN line.

Something random yet true. :)

What Syahid Means

You are the total package – suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don’t always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don’t have as much going for them as you do. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you’re too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything … you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you… especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You’re a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

What’s Your Name’s Hidden Meaning?

The Big 5 *winks*

I was thinking really hard just now. Sometimes, I feel like some thoughts simply cannot be expressed in this space of mine. How could I? My blog has like over 40 hits per day at least and like they say, “the walls have ears.” I’m contemplating. Should I do up another blog just to record things that are better left unsaid unblogged? Perhaps perhaps.

Anyhow, yesterday did turn out fine. A Maths was alright. Passable I hope so I better keep my fingers crossed. I really do not want to fail. EHHH. Thanks Shi Lam for the additional help. *winks* The whole lesson on the whole was short so yeah. Found out I was super early so decided to head down to Yishun to meet Hel first. MAN. I missed my best friend. It’s been like one-two months since we last met. What kind of a best friend am I? SIIIIGGGHHH. We were famished at that point of time but we had to wait for Shandy to knock off before we could eat. Hence, we walked around before taking 969 to Tampines.

Upon reaching, Shandy came soon after. Hmm. She had some issues with her intestines. No oily food, no this and that and finally, we settled on Ramen Ten. Ooops. I just realised we didn’t take any pictures of it so yeah. But I and Hel gave it an 8 while she gave hers a 6. OH. And the green tea sucked! Eww.

Yesterday, I totally pampered myself with bubble tea. TWO in one day. TSK TSK.

Then Dessy came. And we walked all the way to Kinn (The Birthday Girl) home. Along the way, we camwhored. Pictures at the bottom. Reached and then waited for Peah. We gave Kinn a surprise (or at least we hoped we did) so yeah. The whole party was awesome. I won prizes! TWO of them. There was some family game going on and that was this cute kid, Anakin, who really liked me. AWWWW. He was like so adorable la. CUTENESS.

The five of us then headed to TM and just sat down while Shandy had her salad from KFC. It was nice remisnicing about the past. About our past crushes (HE-WHO-SHOULD-NOT-BE-NAMED), school life, our future plans. EVERYTHING. It really makes me miss the times we had spent together. To each and everyone of you. YOU HAVE BEEN MISSED. I hate how much school’s been a bitch to me and not let me spend quality time with all of you. No worries. We shall meet up again when my break is here. I promise. We shall like do crazy things and remember the chalet for end of year! I’m like so psyched.

I’m gonna go mugging with Charles today so toodles for now!

ANYHOW. PICTURES TIME.

I will upload soon.

You know you love.

XOXO,
Syahid

 

Train of thoughts.

Such a short day, yet I’m feeling damn tired.

Headed to school at 12noon and then reached school at 1pm. It was Auditing revision lecture, how could I miss it right? After an hour and a half, I went home. OOOH. Lecture wasn’t wasted though. Wen Jie cracked me and Rosanna up with his ever perverted ways. I seriously think he’s quite a pien tai. YES. A pervert. Tsk tsk. And I was disturbing him about being fifth. LOL. Rosanna was like reminding me that he had just recovered from high fever.

Came home and slacked an hour to play Sushido. Tsk tsk. I’m procrastinating.

After that, studied A MATHS cause I’m freaking gonna fail otherwise. Hope that the test on Saturday would not be tough. I would seriously die if I failed.

Anyhow, preparations for common test will start this Sunday. I promise. I will not break that. There are so many people who believed in me and I’m not about to waste it all away. Project “Throne” will be in succession. YES.

OOH. American Idol is awesome. I loved this year’s one. It’s absolutely wicked. Well, no surprise, Cook won. And I’m proud that I wasn’t spoiled cause I was at home watching it LIVE. Jealous much people? HEH.

Btw, I know that this post didn’t make any sense cause it’s not how I would usually phrase it but I’m tired so cut me some slack alright? Till then.

You know you love me.

xoxo,
The Always Sexay One.

It’s been a loooooong time.

I guess this entry has long been overdue. Yes, I’m pretty sure my readers out there simply go fed up and left this page in the cobwebs or probably cursing me for even trying to reel them into my life and leave it hanging on just like that. I wouldn’t say that there has been nothing interesting in life to talk about but rather, my fingers just simply did not have the energy it used to possess back then.

Anyhow, these few weeks has been pretty eventful I must say but I shall not go so much into details. If I’m nice, and there’s time to backdate on my entries, I would do so. I kind of miss having my thoughts on print (literally) so that I can go back in time to remisnice about the past. Yes, I’m emo sappy shit. But I figured you all already knew that if you have been reading for a while now.

There’s a lot going on my mind now. And I’m just gonna list them one by one – and in brief, I guess.

Common Test – Yes, the week of 31st May onwards brings out the anxiety in a lot of Ngee Ann students, especially yours truly. I’m pretty worried and I’m gonna smack anyone who believes that I don’t have to mug hard to get good grades. I’m NOT that smart, okay? I’m seriously lagging behind. I need someone to keep me in check. I have like two frigging papers on 2nd June. Ironically, that’s the first and last day of common test for me though cause I only have two examinations. MEH. Still? Two papers in one day. I’m so dead.

Before that, there’s this Saturday’s test to worry about as well. AMATHS! Gah. Someone just kill me. Please. I’m like gonna study and practice that like today and tomorrow. Wish me luck. I really don’t wanna fail.

Envoys – Hmm. So far so good. Meetings for Main Camp as well as the plans to bond with the freshies seems very exciting. I really really can’t wait. In less than a month, two camps! Envoys and BA GOAL. I really am psyched for this!

BA GOAL – Over 100 members. We were like so stoked about it. Initially, the numbers came in real low and out of a sudden, there was a surge in the numbers. Well, the more the merrier, they say. Let’s wait for the camp to see how these people can be tested. Hopefully, the initial thought of getting cca points will slowly translate into authentic passion for community service.

NAQ – Hmm. So far so good. I’m glad I had Brother Ray with me to help me out with. He’s been such a good sport and I’m really sorry that you had to do the proposal cause I was so cooped up with other things.

Upcoming Events – Hmm. There’s an outreach that I’m doing with Charles! WOOOO. I really can’t wait for that. Charles first outreach and mine 6th/7th time doing it? Cause everyone’s like busy with common test and all, I figured I would just do it.

TV Shows <3 – These few weeks have been madness for me. ANTM, Big Brother, Absolute Boyfriend and the concluding season 1 for Gossip Girl. I really dunno what to do now. Survivor is done but I’m really looking forward to Pushing Daisies cause it’s gonna show on 5. Yes.

Meh. I’m really rambling. Alright. All it takes was one post and I’m sure I will stay committed to blogging. Anyhow, I’m still pretty tired now. I only have to go to school for one lecture and head back home so I guess it’s pretty alright.

I promise that I will update again soon. Remind me alright?

You know you *always* love me.

XOXO,
Syahid

David Cook or David Archuleta for AI? Either way works fine for me. Though Archie made me cry while he sang “Imagine”. Aww.