With Love.

Took this from Kiewu’s blog.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes/Windows Media Player/ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
Say Goodbye – Chris Brown
(True. I don’t feel like talking much these days.)

2.How would you describe yourself?
The Way I Are – Timbaland
(Just cause I am me.)

3.What do you like in a girl/guy?
Chaotic – Britney Spears
(HAHA. A little on the wild side wouldn’t hurt. Geek love still remains.)

4.How do you feel today?
Just A Little – Liberty X
(Yes. Just of Little of what I still do not know. Sexy?)

5.What is your life’s purpose?
Wonderful – Mutya Buena
(Period.)

6.What is your motto?
Keep It Fresh – Cherish
(I’m pretty much a happening person.)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Crazy – Gnarls Barkley
(Need I say more?)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Listen To Your Heart – DHT
(AWW.)

9.What do you think about very often?
Is It You? – Cassie
(I keep pondering. Is it you? Is it even worth waiting every night?)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Say It Isn’t So – Gareth Gates
(I don’t want to be the 2. I want to be something more than that.)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
I Know – Drake Bell
(Yes, I do know.)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Before He Cheats – Carrie Underwood
(I don’t even know if that person would cheat on me because I don’t think that person knows of my crush.)

13.What is your life story?
Work – Jimmy Eat World
(Self explainatory.)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Somebody’s Miracle – Liz Phair
(OMG. Yes.)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Denial – Sugababes
(I just dunno what to feel about the person. But I still like.)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Here With Me – Dido
(Awww.)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Girlfriend – Avril Lavigne
(LOL. TRUE.)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
U Started It – Gwen Stefani
(LOL. People Watching!)

19.What is your biggest fear?
How Do I Breathe – Mario
(DUH. I need to know the many ways.)

20.What is your biggest secret?
Fluorescent – Gwen Stefani
(Tsk tsk.)

21.What do you think of your friends?
Helpless When She Smiles – Backstreet Boys
(Like so true.)

22.What will you post this as?
With Love – Hilary Duff
(Awww.)

23.What song would you play during your first time having sex?
Maybe I Won’t Look Back – Stacie Orrico
(That has to be the best sex ever then.)

With Love.

Took this from Kiewu’s blog.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes/Windows Media Player/ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
Say Goodbye – Chris Brown
(True. I don’t feel like talking much these days.)

2.How would you describe yourself?
The Way I Are – Timbaland
(Just cause I am me.)

3.What do you like in a girl/guy?
Chaotic – Britney Spears
(HAHA. A little on the wild side wouldn’t hurt. Geek love still remains.)

4.How do you feel today?
Just A Little – Liberty X
(Yes. Just of Little of what I still do not know. Sexy?)

5.What is your life’s purpose?
Wonderful – Mutya Buena
(Period.)

6.What is your motto?
Keep It Fresh – Cherish
(I’m pretty much a happening person.)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Crazy – Gnarls Barkley
(Need I say more?)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Listen To Your Heart – DHT
(AWW.)

9.What do you think about very often?
Is It You? – Cassie
(I keep pondering. Is it you? Is it even worth waiting every night?)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Say It Isn’t So – Gareth Gates
(I don’t want to be the 2. I want to be something more than that.)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
I Know – Drake Bell
(Yes, I do know.)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Before He Cheats – Carrie Underwood
(I don’t even know if that person would cheat on me because I don’t think that person knows of my crush.)

13.What is your life story?
Work – Jimmy Eat World
(Self explainatory.)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Somebody’s Miracle – Liz Phair
(OMG. Yes.)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Denial – Sugababes
(I just dunno what to feel about the person. But I still like.)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Here With Me – Dido
(Awww.)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Girlfriend – Avril Lavigne
(LOL. TRUE.)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
U Started It – Gwen Stefani
(LOL. People Watching!)

19.What is your biggest fear?
How Do I Breathe – Mario
(DUH. I need to know the many ways.)

20.What is your biggest secret?
Fluorescent – Gwen Stefani
(Tsk tsk.)

21.What do you think of your friends?
Helpless When She Smiles – Backstreet Boys
(Like so true.)

22.What will you post this as?
With Love – Hilary Duff
(Awww.)

23.What song would you play during your first time having sex?
Maybe I Won’t Look Back – Stacie Orrico
(That has to be the best sex ever then.)

Trainwreck.

It’s been a while and people are bugging me to post an entry soon. It’s not that I don’t want to, but because I can’t afford to.

These few weeks has been hectic. I know. Even people around me are saying so; yes even those who don’t know me on a personal note. I really have no idea what I got myself in the first place. The many nights that I come home at around 9 pm made me realise that first of all, school has become my home and my home has become a hotel. I really feel bad cause at the end of the day, I get tired, I get cranky and my mom usually gets the end of the stick. It’s not how I want it to be, but rather, it’s something I think I’m reacting against. It’s been tiring. It’s been too tiring.

There are lot of things on my mind now. NAQ, Poly Experience, Parent’s Forum, FLC, studies, family, friends and many others. I really do not know how I’m going to cope with all that. With that, I honestly thank the people who had stood by my side throughout this whole course. I won’t mention names cause they know who they are and I couldn’t ask for more. Tutors have came up to me, asking me why I’m so involved in so many things and were worried that my grades are going to be on the line. I don’t even know what to tell them. The constant lies I gave to them was that, I could cope with everything. I barely have time for tutorials, I have to listen to a lot of crapload from people and on top of that, I need to scourge for time in order to have my social life. That’s sad, ain’t it?

I look at everyone around me leading a carefree life. With nothing to plan and no worries. Somehow, I missed my life back then in year one. There was nothing to do and my days were filled up with watching tv and hanging out with friends. There were also enough time for me to remain consistent with my tutorials. I’m sorry Charles. I feel like I’ve let you down. There’s many a times that I promised I will tone down on my activities but I failed to do so. Like I said, I should just stick to what I’m still doing best – academics.

The one thing I hate about people is how they quickly jump to conclusions and makes assumptions. And how selfish people can get. The thing people assume is that when they see me is that I’m more than capable to handle everything on my own and then they will scoot off to do their own projects and all. Seriously? It’s appalling. I’m sick of the fact that I need to cover your shitload just so you can get good grades cause I don’t. That’s plain stupid. I’m not born a genious and I need to make time for my own projects as well. I seriously hope that people will start thinking. It doesn’t take much to think for others before self. Sometimes, I feel like quitting. I feel like people should learn that they can do things without me telling them to do so.

Honestly, I need to set my priorities right. Exams is in six weeks and here I am, lazing around cause I’m just too tired to do my tutorials. I need enjoyment in my life. I honestly need to feel like I have a social life. Thing is, I don’t even need CCA points. I’m doing these things cause I enjoy doing so and there’s the learning experience to think about. I’m growing every moment.

Charles said that my weakness is that I think about others too much. I worry that people will do badly and constantly have to remind these people that they can do well. But who’s going to suffer at the end of the day? Me. Cause while I encourage them to do well, my grades becomes the victim of my graciousness.

MEH. Like honestly, I’m just too tired of continuing further.

I had so many things that I want to achieve in this semester. And slowly, it’s fading away from me. I guess, when the opportunity cost is high, I have to give up some things. However, I’m still pondering on what I should give up now.

Every second wasted is very precious so I will get back to getting my life back on track.

If you have something to comment, feel free to do so. I could use some feedback.

Trainwreck.

It’s been a while and people are bugging me to post an entry soon. It’s not that I don’t want to, but because I can’t afford to.

These few weeks has been hectic. I know. Even people around me are saying so; yes even those who don’t know me on a personal note. I really have no idea what I got myself in the first place. The many nights that I come home at around 9 pm made me realise that first of all, school has become my home and my home has become a hotel. I really feel bad cause at the end of the day, I get tired, I get cranky and my mom usually gets the end of the stick. It’s not how I want it to be, but rather, it’s something I think I’m reacting against. It’s been tiring. It’s been too tiring.

There are lot of things on my mind now. NAQ, Poly Experience, Parent’s Forum, FLC, studies, family, friends and many others. I really do not know how I’m going to cope with all that. With that, I honestly thank the people who had stood by my side throughout this whole course. I won’t mention names cause they know who they are and I couldn’t ask for more. Tutors have came up to me, asking me why I’m so involved in so many things and were worried that my grades are going to be on the line. I don’t even know what to tell them. The constant lies I gave to them was that, I could cope with everything. I barely have time for tutorials, I have to listen to a lot of crapload from people and on top of that, I need to scourge for time in order to have my social life. That’s sad, ain’t it?

I look at everyone around me leading a carefree life. With nothing to plan and no worries. Somehow, I missed my life back then in year one. There was nothing to do and my days were filled up with watching tv and hanging out with friends. There were also enough time for me to remain consistent with my tutorials. I’m sorry Charles. I feel like I’ve let you down. There’s many a times that I promised I will tone down on my activities but I failed to do so. Like I said, I should just stick to what I’m still doing best – academics.

The one thing I hate about people is how they quickly jump to conclusions and makes assumptions. And how selfish people can get. The thing people assume is that when they see me is that I’m more than capable to handle everything on my own and then they will scoot off to do their own projects and all. Seriously? It’s appalling. I’m sick of the fact that I need to cover your shitload just so you can get good grades cause I don’t. That’s plain stupid. I’m not born a genious and I need to make time for my own projects as well. I seriously hope that people will start thinking. It doesn’t take much to think for others before self. Sometimes, I feel like quitting. I feel like people should learn that they can do things without me telling them to do so.

Honestly, I need to set my priorities right. Exams is in six weeks and here I am, lazing around cause I’m just too tired to do my tutorials. I need enjoyment in my life. I honestly need to feel like I have a social life. Thing is, I don’t even need CCA points. I’m doing these things cause I enjoy doing so and there’s the learning experience to think about. I’m growing every moment.

Charles said that my weakness is that I think about others too much. I worry that people will do badly and constantly have to remind these people that they can do well. But who’s going to suffer at the end of the day? Me. Cause while I encourage them to do well, my grades becomes the victim of my graciousness.

MEH. Like honestly, I’m just too tired of continuing further.

I had so many things that I want to achieve in this semester. And slowly, it’s fading away from me. I guess, when the opportunity cost is high, I have to give up some things. However, I’m still pondering on what I should give up now.

Every second wasted is very precious so I will get back to getting my life back on track.

If you have something to comment, feel free to do so. I could use some feedback.

It’s been a year.

But somehow, it seems just like yesterday. Why? Some things are just better off unexplained.

I will update soon, I promise. I just need the muse.

Something random. These are the top visitors to my blog. LOL. Laoniang is such a fan!

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School starts later on. BUT no school for me. Unfortunately, endless meetings still awaits me. So, nights all!

It’s empty.

Something for the SEXCOS.

Hmm, during camp, we gave something to the sexcos and here’s the end product on my side. Ashton helped to do the others and I feel that we really did an awesome job. I hope the sexcos loves it cause I personally haven’t touched photoshop for ages. SO YEAH.

Sexcos

COMMENTS ARE VERY MUCH WELCOMED!

Alright, gtg sleep now!

Home Alone.

Holy Cow.

My blog had an insane 86 hits yesterday. That’s like crazy yo. And I’m wondering who’s been snooping around my blog these past few days cause there were like over 40 views each day. Hmm. Look look but no comments? Tsk tsk.

Anyhow, was supposed to blog about envoys camp but am waiting for the pictures by Hasanah. She promised to give it to me today but she’s not online. TSK TSK. So, yeah. Will update when I get the pictures.

Thanks Peah, Dessy, Shandy and Hel for hanging out today. I had fun. More activities next time please? (:

I have no mood to blog today. I’m home alone. From today till Sunday. MEH. I’m like so sad can? Which is terribly ironic considering the fact that I find my family a nuisance while they are at home. Now that they are away on a holiday WITHOUT me, I feel so empty.

SOOOOO, someone date me out please? Thanks!

XOXO,
Lonely Syahid.

PS: I still have A MATHS tomorrow from 9am till 12 noon. BOO HOO.

BA GOAL GALORE.

I am terribly sorry for not updating my blog earlier. Tsk tsk. Been so busy. I will reward my faithful readers with a lot of post these few days before school starts. I promise.

Anyhow, my last post talked about my envoys outing which resulted  in me ending the day at BA GOAL Camp. I must say I’m proud of all my committee members for planning this thing out very well and I must thank every single BA GOAL-ers out there who made it all possible. I personally heart every single one of you! The three days were very memorable to me especially in the company of my group 2 because I felt that they really placed in a lot of effort to get things running ever since we found out that we were in charge of Day 1.

THANK YOU GROUP 2. WE ARE LIKE SO SEXY.

Anyhow, I’m terribly sorry that the event was cancelled at the very last minute. But I’m glad to hear that you guys had fun on your own outings! I personally for one had fun with group 2. ECP baby! Let the pictures do the talking!

LET’S MEET UP SOON OKAYS?

PS: The BA GOAL shirt is super sexy. Kudos Liu Hock!

Sluts Demolition.

That’s the name of my envoys group. I WISH. HEH.

Anyhow, last Friday, I had an outing with 12 of group 4 people. It was pretty much a last minute decision on my part cause prior to that, I pretty much had issues cause most of them ended common test on friday and I had to book in for BA GOAL camp on that day itself. So, I compromised. I decided on the Friday outing and then reported back as soon as I finished the outing.

IT WAS FUN.

I must admit that albeit talking a lot was tiring, I guess at the end of the day, the group was bonded somehow. Like really. Some of us spoke like we were long lost friends and of course, what’s bonding without a little bitching here and there right? So we met up at 3 at Plaza Singapura’s Starbucks and then headed to The Cathay to watch “Kungfu Panda”. It was really an awesome show. Managed to make me laugh like nobody’s business and I’m pretty sure the rest enjoyed it too.

Then, it was dinner. Of course it had to be HALAL. Got two muslims MAH. So yeah. All the different names came out; Subway, Yoshinoya, Carls’ Junior amongst the many. AND ALL NOT HALAL. Tsk tsk. You all so need to brush up on your HALAL knowledge. So, finally, we settled on Secret Recipe but the queue was damn long so we had to find some other alternatives. We then tried Pizza Hut and it was equally long, if not longer. Hence, we waited and finally Secret Recipe called and we settled there.

Dinner was great. It was fun camwhoring along the way and talking crap as well. I wished I had the pictures but it’s with Hasanah at the moment so once she sends it to all of us, I will hopefully upload it up. I HOPE.

On the whole, I really enjoyed the company of these bitches nice people. I’m pretty sure we will major arse at camp. Which reminds me that, it’s only 5 days away. WOOT. Excitement excitement.

Alright, I promise I will update more about the BA GOAL Camp that just recently ended. That, my friends, is totally EPIC. (:

Lots of Love,
Syahid

This made me shudder. BIG TIME.

Taken from Qiu Peng’s blog. It’s effing scary.

Mr. Juseleeno, born in 1960(reportedly still alive in 2008), is a Brazilian who has made many predictions, and MOST have come to pass, including Princess Diana’s death by car accident (which is instigated by someone near her and will probably unfortunately be written off as a car accident), 911 and the 2004 Indonesian tsunami. He sees the future in his dreams, and has an average of 3 to 9 such predictions per day. When he wakes up, he will write them down, and send warnings to those concerned. If it concerns only a normal individual, he will write a letter to warn him/her. If it is a famous person(celebrity, politician etc.), or matters concerning the public, he will not only send it to the individual himself/herself, but also related agencies, government, and media. He urged the media to publicise these predictions, but the reply always went along the lines of rejection for fear of arousing public panic.

Future predictions:

2008, July: There will be an earthquake in Japan, which will cause a tsunami of 30 plus metres high to occur as well.

2008, 18th September: An earthquake with magnitude of approximately 9.1 will rock China , simultaneously causing a tsunami of more than 30 metres to occur, resulting in the deaths of more than 1 million people. Although this huge earthquake will happen after the Olympics have ended, there will be a series of relatively smaller earthquakes occurring in China before the huge earthquake. The China government, which is more concerned with the success of the Olympics, will most likely neglect to employ appropriate cautionary measures, thus the high casualty rate. If the China government does not publicise the occurrence of these minor earthquakes and evacuate people, the number of deaths will be as predicted.

2008, 17th December: terrorist attack in America

2010: The temperatures in some countries of Africa could be as high as 58 degrees Celsius, and there will be a serious shortage of water.

2010, 15th June: The New York Stock Exchange market will fail, causing an international financial crisis.

2011: The research on the treatment of some cancers will be completed, but a new life-threatening virus will appear. People who are infected will die after only approx. 4 hours of coming into contact with the virus.

2013, 1st – 25th November: Research on treatment of cancers, except for brain tumors, will be completed. An earthquake, caused by volcanic eruptions, will happen on Bahama Island of the Canary Islands. A gigantic tsunami of roughly 150 metres will result. America mainlands, Brazil etc. will be affected, with the tsunami pushing into the land as far as 15 to 20 kilometres. Before the occurrence of this gigantic tsunami, the sea/ocean water levels will sink by about 6 metres, and large flocks of birds will start to migrate.

2014: A small planet that has been gradually closing in on Earth might eventually collide with Earth, and this collision, if come to pass, will affect the survival of humans as a whole.

2015: By the mid of November, the average temperature of Earth could be as high as 59 degrees Celsius. Many people will die from the overheat, and international confusion and terror ensues.

2016, April: A huge typhoon will invade China, causing massive damage. The 43rd USA president, George Walker Bush, will enter the hospital, and faces a life or death situation.

2026, July: A super earthquake will occur in Sans Francisco, and it will be named “The Big One”. Huge damage to surrounding areas. Many volcanoes will re-activate, and the height of resulting tsunami will be more than 150 metres.

Mr. Juseleeno made known his predictions in hopes that people will take heed of his warnings, so that these disasters may be avoided. He hopes there will be a major change in the thinking of people’s mindsets in the time period 2007 – 2008. One factor will be the environmental issue of global warming, which is more serious than what some meteorologists assume.”

12th of May and 13th of Sept are only a few months apart, at least he got the year correct but the magnitude of the destruction has been scaled down. Or could it mean that there will be another more devastating earthquake in Sept in China? It is mentioned on a forum in Jan 2008 that although this huge 9.1 earthquake happens after the Olympics ends in August 2008, there will be a series of relatively ’smaller’ earthquakes occurring in China before this huge earthquake. This suggests that the recent 7.9 mag Sichuan earthquake is only one of those ’smaller’ earthquakes which precede the mega 9.1 mag earthquake in Sept 2008.

LIKE OMG RIGHT?

It’s super scary, I tell you. I honestly believe that the world is coming to an end soon now. But really, I hope that is gonna happen only when I’m done with my life. PLEASE. I shudder everyday that I wake up cause I never know what will happen next.

I really need to repent. Sigh.

Away for camp.

Yes, from 6-11th June for BA GOAL Camp. So, I won’t be blogging, of course.

In the meantime, did some random personality quiz.

Your personality type:

Friendly, adaptable, action-oriented. ‘Doers’ who are focused on immediate results. Living in the here-and-now, they’re risk-takers who live fast-paced lifestyles. Impatient with long explanations. Extremely loyal to their peers, but not usually respectful of laws and rules if they get in the way of getting things done. Great people skills.

Careers that could fit you includes:

Sales representatives, marketers, police, detectives, paramedics, medical technicians, computer technicians, computer technical support, entrepreneurs, comedians, agents, race car drivers, firefighters, military, loan sharks, con men, auditors, carpenters, craft workers, farmers, laborers, service workers, transportation operatives.

http://www.41q.com/index.41q?a=1

Academics, Academics.

PHEW.

That’s all I can say.

Yes, it was only two papers, on ONE day so what’s the worry? After the constant stressed out periods, I’m finally done. After not sleeping the day before, I’m finally contented. Was I satisfied with the outcome? Maybe? Maybe not? But I’m pretty sure the papers were at least B+ worthy. Yes, that I’m sure. So, I’m hopefully, God would bless me enough to give me an A. THAT, would be satisfying.

With that said, I never actually thought that ACC students were THAT much of a mugger. Honestly, I refuse to. I, for one, only mugs whenever it’s closer to tests or exams. Of course, I know people who mugs throughout *coughs*wenjie*coughs* (and I know he’s reading this!) while some of us just slack it off till the eleventh hour. But, what makes ACC so competitive?

I was talking about this to Joel. About how competitive our course was. It’s insanely crazy I tell you. Our competitiveness on the own beats every other course in the school itself; be it in ngee ann or school of ba itself. I really had no idea what I placed myself into. Yesterday was a living example. You can tell that everyone was cramming audit information in before the paper – ONE hour before the test. Was it last minute studying? Maybe. Were they gunning for an A? Definitely.

That’s the thing I guess. That we are always settling for an A rather than a pass. Though I could be assuming for the whole population; given the sample that I’m always faced with. But, I guess that’s life heh?

Honestly, I was thinking about what Charles said. I don’t even know who I am now. All I know is that I needed to work my ass off in order to get a chance to go uni. And then after uni, I was pretty dead sure I wanted to work. But what happens if plans change? Prior entering uni, my focus was to get a diploma and then work. Yes, that was my initial plan. Cause I wasn’t even sure I was going to pass with flying colours with my slacking attitude. But now, it seems everything has changed. Diploma with Merit is in my head, Gold in CCA Certification and possibly getting the Lee Kuan Yew Award is worth going for. Yes, at the end of the day, those are the goals I set myself for before graduation. To get it or not, is another thing. Just have to keep trying, don’t I?

Up to this point, I am proud of my fellow ITE mates who are doing well. I think we seriously kick major ass. HAHA.

Anyhow, I know some of you have emphasized that academics is not everything and does not determine success. However, sadly, it IS Singapore and everything is based on that paper you have before applying for job. Sure, if you’re lucky enough and takes risk, you could prove that the paper at the end of the day, no pun intended, is just another paper on its own. But, how many Cinderella tales that have successfully been turned out?

I have realised, that facing failures in the early stages of my life wasn’t that bad afterall. There was a silver lining behind that clouding storm. The times that I was so disappointed with myself. It takes something to make it work, I suppose. For all the readers out there, grab this opportunity before it gets away. Honestly, think about it. You have three years of poly life and possibly another three years of uni life after that. Yes, we want to work and play hard at the same time. But however, isn’t it just fruitful to sacrifice 6 years of fun for the many years of fruit of labour for the following years? That’s my thought.

Some people say I have no life – my friends outside school. But I do have fun. I study when I should, go to CCAs and make new friends, hang out with poly mates and spend time with my family. I guess, the interpretation of having fun is so subjective and honestly, I am loving poly life (except the times when we get back our results for anything).

I dunno. I guess this just a reflection for yours truly. I just want to know how you feel.

With that, project “THRONE” is still on its way. I just have to work harder, I suppose.

XOXO,
the SEXY one.

PS: I caught a movie with Joel yesterday. Details will be posted later. In the afternoon.